Insights
Every day I learn and realize insights from various people in this world. Those insights help me a bit for my depression. The insight that I've realized now that I like and miss my old self a lot who is very happy and sometimes scares of creepy stories. My new self is opposite with my old self. If only I could be like before. My new self whenever I liked or had a crush on a man, she often felt very optimism; however, she became heartbroken because of unrequited love. Now I realize depression has its good side since I feel blank and maybe I can't realize those touching feelings I used to feel anymore. The feeling of being rejected from your loved ones is very painful. It feels like I am overprotected by myself. I am not sure that it is a good thing. I hope one day there will be someone will change this griefful insight of mine. Recently I have weird feelings toward a man that is very far away from me. I often dream about him. I tried to disregard, but the dream with